(Source: light-essence)
Its on days like these where i hoped i was a better person. That i could forgive and forget. Holding grudges is probably one of my greatest talents, and resentment has taken the place of the blood that should be running through my veins. I admit, I’ve grown to hate alot of things, probably due to a lot of injustice done against me. I took in the first part easily, but never the second. Trying to accomplish the second was like telling myself to swim out to the sea, one continent to the other edge of the end. I couldnt and i wouldnt. Very often, these feelings would rush back to me like a ruthless wave. I would escape it, for that is the only logical thing my mind could command itself to do. They say if you hold on to the bitterness, anger, sadness, you will receive the fruit of that poison. An apology does wonders for me, but I need to know that it’s not complete bullshit. I need to know that it’s not just something that people spout off to make you feel better, cause right now, I am not convinced. I am willing to step into the unknown world of letting bygones be bygones but at the same time, i hope people would be willing to explore the remote territory of truthfulness and selflessness.
cheat/cheating/cheated
After breakfast, first thing in the morning we got our hair braided! We wanted a half-head do at first but after so much miscommunication we were tired of re-explaning and besides the car which was suppose to take us to shopping is reaching soon, so we decided to just go with the full-head(excluding the fringe). It took us about an hour plus to get it done. I must say it was abit uncomfortable, it was very tight and i could feel like every swing of the braid but it was so coolzxzzz. ☺
Thereafter was shopping, then back to the hotel for our favourite watermelon juice and some snacks. The juice there was really damn damn damn good. We had at least 3 glasses a day each. Soon, it was dinner and we went to the same Chinese restaurant.
That night, everyone had the urge to remove our braids because it was getting really uncomfortable but we didn’t want to waste the money spent. So we decided to just remove some, to make us less guilty also, that we could sleep better. After all the chaos, just as we were about to sleep we saw this giant lizard in our room! We panicked like siao. I called the reception hoping they would get some guy to come catch the giant lizard. And soon the lizard-man came with a broom. While he was catching we were all screaming like mad. When he caught it, WITH HIS BARE HANDS, we screamed even louder under the double-deck bed. The lizard-man laughed at us and walked out of the room with the lizard in his hands☺
Day 2 started off with the usual breakfast buffet, then to the mall to get new swim wears. All of us couldn’t wait to get ourselves into the pool. The weather was great, and there just too many activities in the pool. There was this long curvy slide which we played like a zillion times,and not forgetting the water volleyball games that we play against each other. We practical spend the whole day in the water till our fingers were all creased.
Later in the evening we went to a Chinese restaurant for dinner. The restaurant setting was good, the ambiance was great and the food was awesome. The only bad thing would be that there was no air-con and all of us were perspiring like hell. None of us had rubber bands, so we were like trying all means to tie our hair. We ended up using chopsticks and pens. Hehe. And so, the day ended off with us watching Mr popper’s penguins. Life’s good.
I actually went on a vacation during a submission week, but it was definitely a right choice(with no regrets.) Our flight was 9am, i started packing my stuff only at 4am cus’i had to finish the pin-ups to be submitted on Monday for presentation. So yup, i didnt sleep the entire night. Checked in at the airport then had macs breakfast.
First time ever, business class(shiok maxxx) The food, the ice-cream, the service, the comfy chair/bed, the privacy. Touched down at the airport after approx 2hrs flight, was welcomed with pretty chained-flower necklaces. Our hotel was only 15mins away from the airport. Super love our family suite. Unpacked and off to the alleys for shopping, which turned out really bad. It’s probably the only reason that ruined the trip. Still nevertheless, Bali was great!
Taking buses, climbing flights of stairs, running across roads, jumping over drains. Saving a bird.
